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Archive for the 'Bad Boys Gone Good' Category

a good boi comes home

Saturday, February 4th, 2023

You are certainly masochistic, because there is nothing more scary than the term carte blanche, especially when it comes to FemDomme/sub relationships, particularly ours. I’ll go with your vision. I trust you in this. I appreciate that you are trying hard to find a way to make this work for me in a way that works for you.

I think our relationship always worked mostly because we’re both curious. You are curious to see what you can do to me and how you can push me. I am curious to be pushed by you and and feel your total control. Curious as to what I can be taught or trained to think, or to react, or feel. We’ve always worked well when exploring that curiosity and never seemed to get very far when one of us tried to limit it. Along those same lines, I think it works best when we admit and address the limitations that life itself puts on that curiosity.

Here’s an example: I don’t know how much, if any, of the things I’ve fantasized about over the years I’d really want to do. I don’t know that I’d love being forced to be a housewife in  service to an incredibly dull-witted, disengaged husband; or being trained like a dog, fed from a dog bowl, and chained outside. The realities of all of those would not be a lot of fun. But they are great to fantasize about, and obviously they get me hot. And I get off to the idea of the story.

However, this new journey, this idea of allowing for some reality to slip in, is much more different than the other things we have done.. Because I could see the dependence I fantasize about really happening. Really becoming part of my life. And that idea is awesome to me. And I like the idea that because I adore you and trust you, I understand that IN MY REAL LIFE I need to be treated like you are treating me. That I really am neither deserving nor capable of making even the smallest decisions on my own.

And that I will become grateful that you’re willing to take the time and effort it will take to make me understand what I really am and what I deserve to be.

So I don’t know what the rest of it holds, but I trust you, and I trust that you’ve got an idea of how you want this to go.

So, Oh glorious Mistress of mine, I’m paying attention, praying at your knees, accepting your 24/7 (limited yet intensely focused) total 360 degree (which is going to cost me a shitload of dollars, which I know beyond a shadow of a doubt is money well spent) control.

Tell me. Teach me. Show me. Bend me. Twist me. Instruct me. Order me.

Obliterate me.

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An email I received soon after a discussion in which a previous client and I came to an agreement. Of sorts.

Obviously, there is history here. Even a measure of affection and respect. On both sides.

I’ll leave it there for now. But do stick around for the occasional update. Because this is going to get quite interesting, and I suspect rather rapidly.

xo

myriad buttons 😋

Wednesday, September 14th, 2022

Miss Angela:

A tribute to you for just being you. Thank you for your guidance and for helping me become a better person. You have touched me like no other and I am forever grateful that you permit me to serve you. I am truly blessed to have you in my life.

I feel your presence always around me, which challenges me daily to be a better person and an obedient servant to your every wish, whim and desire.

Truly
Your Devoted Pet
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When I play with This Devoted Pet, there are so many buttons to push (check out the categories he fits into at bottom of post), it’s like playing a grand piano. So much fun for me and dizzying, obedient, responsive rapture for him. It’s a win/win … always.

feminized and loving herself

Sunday, February 13th, 2022

 

 

Dear Ms. Angela:

Thank you!

Thank you for giving me the courage and guidance on this journey of acceptance and freedom. Thank you for showing me Isabella and helping me experience femininity. Thank you for helping me realize pussy was never for me and that cock is beautiful and should be worshiped by me. Thank you for all the shopping trips and for picking out such lovely, cute, and sexy items. Thank you for making my device permanent now! Thank you for helping me experience girly pleasures and forgetting the boy way. Thank you for helping me with my weight loss and trying to get that girly figure. Thank you for all the imprinting and helping me rid myself of boy thoughts. Thank you for accepting my submission to you. Thank you for wanting this all for me and enjoying it. Thank you for guiding me to make what was formerly my cock small, cute and useless. Thank you for helping me realize I now have a pussy that craves cock. Thank you for showing me that I truly love eating my cum. Thank you for all the girly products to help me look pretty.

Most of all, thank you, Ms. Angela, for teaching me to to be who I am and to love who I am.

Always & gratefully yours,
Isabella

(Thank you for this lovely missive, Issie. I am delighted with who you’ve become. Your joy is contagious,aand your heart is so grateful that I am, indeed, one lucky Mistress,)

swoon

Tuesday, December 14th, 2021

He wrote me a poem:

❤️ 🧡 💛 💚 💙 💜

My warm heart pounding
A mistress afar
A timeless star
A story teller without peer
A soul and mind too dear
For this world too much weaned on hate
I miss this Angel as it is fate

(pretty bad…..time is short)

and then he said …

Tuesday, March 2nd, 2021
You are my perfect and most beloved mistress. 
Your flaws are as precious to me as your triumphs. 
You treat me like a king, and it makes me want to be your slave.